Words and Flowers

This post is dedicated to my old time friends Katinka, Ani and Magdi , my mum & dad and the guy whose performance tonight  in the mono drama" Flowers to Algernon" reminded me that labeling our thoughts, actions, feelings  - into good or bad, right or wrong- can be damaging. Living, Breathing, Being, Experiencing ALL the feelings, actions and thoughts as they arrive ,without expectations and labels is more precious....

I stumbled across this note from my past and I thought I will share it with you.
Please read it with no expectations....

Sometimes I do get caught up in the cycle of my rushed environment and forget that being needy and looking for reassurance is just a temporary insecurity......

Overall I am not sad or lonely, although I could find reasons to be....I wish I could just pick up the phone and say to mum that I am coming over for Sunday lunch, or say to my dad that I will take him to a game next weekend, or have a fight with my brother or sister I have never had.

I have left home when I was 19....so I do not know any other way, but to be alone. Lost everything (including myself) after my divorce and ended up with debt and a lot more pain in my heart.

I am far from feeling sorry for myself.....I actually like these challenges....they shaped me and helped me to be the person that  I am proud to be today.....

I am in a quiet place in my heart where my values are strong.

I can bring or leave people behind...I fight for them for a while, but I do not force something that they don’t want to have: me.

Now and again I get burnt, but deep down there is stillness and love...

 

 Good night and good morning! x

Closed gates open souls 

I have always been touched by simplicity and beauty.

This very short, unpolished slide-show is dedicated to my own perfectionist nature, that finally allowed me to publish something that is not up to "my" standards:)

Today I was walking the streets of Gagy and Rugonfalva - two tiny villages in the middle of Transylvania - and simplicity and beauty touched my soul and opened the door.....

I was reminded to embrace the simple beauty of my perfectly imperfect nature!

Hope  you enjoy it. Click here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ra6goj3DTIQ 

Tekla x

NOW!

Today's word is NOW, because that is all we have!

Don't be afraid!

Just open your heart now and let love glow into you!

Tekla x

We are all gifts of the universe, ready to be opened by others! Merry Christmas Everyone!x

My gift to you is my journey:

My Past - a plastic poisoned passion pierced with paralysed pity. Purged by pride! Predictably possessive & perfectly pretty !

My Present - a pure pathway pulsating with potential power, precious pleasures. Praised by peace, practice & pray.

My Future - a frayed fun filled with fast forgiveness, fizzy flowers and f..k.! Faith, friends, family & freedom!

My journey is yours! 

Join me as much or as little as you wish!

Take as much or as little as you need!

Ps. 200 of you from across the globe have read my blog since last night's first ever post. I feel blessed and happy!
Thank you.

Tekla x

 
 

Enjoy the Journey....

Please stop for a little while. Lit a candle and turn down the noise, the chatter and look around.......move from your head to your heart and enjoy the journey.... 

my first post is dedicated to Sukhi Atwal - a blessing in my life -